EVer Blazing..

Guess who's back...

2007-01-17T06:58:00Z

Hey Hey Hey..
Guess who's back.
I have'nt been on LJ for decades. Got bored with it for a while..but anyhoo. Im back and will be updating soon.
look out for me!
iiilll HOLLA!

Sexi Spartanette: Competition on Saturday

2006-01-16T02:12:13Z

MAN WE ROCKED AT COMPETITION ON YESTERDAY YALL!!!!!

BROUGHT HOME TWO TROPHIES CAM IN SECOND IN ONE CATEGORY.

My experience: well for my first competition it was great. We had mad fun chillin and acting a fool togetha. My daddy came this time. Did i mess up? yes. once. It was the worst feeling. But i recoverd (jumped back in) really quick. We had fun, and looked cute as shhh. All the new heads got their official Spartanette names. I got mine from Shameeka...its B.A.Ps. it stands for Black American Princess, or was it Beautiful African Princess? ....iono. one of those. i love it anyhow. I got a t-shirt too. i didnt get a pic of it yet. but i will.

ANY WAY...WE HAD FUN AND CAME HOME WITH GOODIES!!!

CAN YOU FIND ME????? (no dark jokes either)silly billies

A night out

2006-01-02T06:10:05Z

THAT JOINT WAS FLUKE BUT I WAS SURELY LOOKIN CUTE.

Hey hey hey yall. I went out tonight and had a lil fun. Kinda like the continuation of the New Year's celebrationg nah mean?

It was jii boring for a lil bit but we made it better. I ate like crazy. I love food man. lol. That's what i wore up there.

Well im tired as heck right now so im bout to got to bed. Talk to Yall tommorrow.

Oh and get this yall: when i got home i called my buddies Tony & Brandon cuz they had tried to reach me earlier.BIG MISTAKE. Their angry mutha picked up and was like "DONT EVA CALL MY HOUSE THIS LATE AGAIN....pause...silence....EVA!".... I looked at a clock near by and shook my head to myself and whispered "aight...sorry"...lol.

Im so used to callin people late at night..cuz I B up...but I never did call them that late, how was I to kno she was goin Kirk. OH WeLL. ill talk to them wheneva.

GOODNIGHT GUYS!!

brown_suga_babe @ 2006-01-01T14:12:00

2006-01-01T19:12:26Z

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN 2006.

I KNO IMA DO BIG THANGS THIS YEAR...

OH 6!!!!!!!

chiq in question

2005-12-29T21:44:44Z

Does Anyone know who this chiq is..........every1s_opinion - LJ

so we can help her find out who the hell is messing with her man

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-12-28T23:14:00

2005-12-29T04:14:19Z

BITCHEZZ OUT HERE BE TAKIN ME FOR A FOOL AND SHIT

I SAY...FCUK BITCHEZZZ FUCK NIGGAZZZ, FUCK MONEY HUNGRY HOES, FCUK HATAZ......

LIVE LYFE!!!!

Anyone confused as to what this post is about....im terribly sorry. NOT!!!.
If you kno you a sweetie and never and feel me...i feelz u and you kno this wasnt meant for you. Cuz you kno me....but I got stuff on my mind and this is was spit out when i tried to write it out. Dont be offended...comment and mend it. 1

oh and if you dont kno me...dont comment with the bull, cuz i could give a freak less what u think.....mUUUUAH.

CHRISTMAS WISHES

2005-12-25T14:52:43Z

MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!

I hope you all have a safe and happy holiday. Merry Christmas. Love you all! muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaah!

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-12-23T22:24:00

2005-12-24T03:24:47Z

Hey yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I missed you guys. Man shit has been too hectic for me these passed dayz. Ive been on a emotional rollercoaster of shit. But its all good now.

Back to the LJ fam. feel me? ....well for starters im not going to blow yall with the boring details. But letz see what i can update you on...Hmm.

Well Exibition which was like two weeks ago was fantastic. We (the spartanettes) had fun. Umm. We also had the lil showcase joint at school, and Joy and Tiffany probably hit yall with that info before me. The showcase was good I had fun. I was mad for a lil bit though for two reasons. One: we didnt get to see the step team full out perform in costume and all cuz they had us stay in this room, and two: my sis Bisola didnt make it in time to cheer me on. But never the less it was good.

BIG SHOUT OUT TO JOY AND TIFFANY...them Stallions are Hott!!!!!!

oh and yall probably read the shit about ole Sqawk face bitch on Kia journal. *bleep* the ni**a!!!

He had sum nerve talkn bout me when he kno damn well i got shit on him. But anyway yall. IM BACK!!!!
MORE UPDATING CUMMIN TOMMORROW

Just lettin yall kno

2005-12-11T06:20:42Z

I GOTTA NEW ICON PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!

ILL UPDATE TOMMORROW...IM TOO TIRED TODAY

Here's my lil survey joint

2005-12-11T04:03:30Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Elizabeth
Birthday:	May 13, 1988
Birthplace:	D.C
Current Location:	Laurel MD
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brownish black
Height:	5'2 ( shorties rock)
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	my parents are from Sierra leone (Africa)
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Dance shoes (today was exibition ...had to perform)
Your Weakness:	Kindness
Your Fears:	two faced people...and dont laugh, clowns
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese...Im not to particular
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	I would like to Get Straight A's and wipe that grin off my cousin's face
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOl and giggles
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Shower, food, and my boo
Your Best Physical Feature:	my stomach...(got that pack)
Your Bedtime:	Assuming you mean procedure:bath, food,teddy and music
Your Most Missed Memory:	All of 8th grade year...I was on the step team, had all my friends, Straight Honer
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Both...Ima fatty... I love food
Single or Group Dates:	singles are starting to get boring (they are for really serious couples) Double dating is always fun
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea....
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate....Vanilla is just not good enuff
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino dude
Do you Smoke:	Hellz naw
Do you Swear:	uhhh....sumtimes?
Do you Sing:	im no Mariah, but i can blow a little (clearing throat)
Do you Shower Daily:	Hellz yea
Have you Been in Love:	oh yea.... Still love him
Do you want to go to College:	Of course Bowie, Morg, or Towson
Do you want to get Married:	Yessir at the age of 25
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope....
Do you think you are Attractive:	yea i think im the average cutie, no dyme or nuthin like that.
Are you a Health Freak:	nope nope nope....junk all day
Do you get along with your Parents:	yea...
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no....they're loud and the power tends to go out
Do you play an Instrument:	nope. Learning the piano right now
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	hell no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no no no And no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	sumthin like that...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yessir with my girls and had a blast
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope...love those tho
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	ewwwwwww...no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope...
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	hell no, thou shall not steal. Plus why would i when i can just ask my daddy.
Ever been Drunk:	ughhhh
Ever been called a Tease:	yessir....but i dont kno why. giggles
Ever been Beaten up:	by my brother's girlfriend...we fight all the time and that was only once. so...
Ever Shoplifted:	Fcuk NO...not my style
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep a 101 years from now...peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	become a pediatrician
What country would you most like to Visit:	Asia
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green or light brown (green eyed black boys are so hot)
Favourite Hair Color:	dont matta...( just not orange or red)
Short or Long Hair:	long is so sexi...but you cant go wrong with a nice shape up
Height:	taller than me but not a giraffe.
Weight:	i dunno....just not huge and husky
Best Clothing Style:	casual gangsta
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none..but if any...little
Number of CDs I own:	iono
Number of Piercings:	one (ear)
Number of Tattoos:	dont matta but not to many. over 4 is too many
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	every one makes mistakes, not more then 3
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Something I found while Surfing

2005-12-09T15:35:58Z

This isnt mine...but I liked it so i pasted it.

Dont grumble...this is what being bored does to you.

Pissed and Fed up.

2005-12-08T02:54:49Z

Im freakin blown right about now yall...seriously.
I aint got shit to say that went alright today...except for mayb practice.
Besides that my whole freakin day was fucked. Im pissed and i dont have shit to really talk about...I feel sick on top of all that. Im prayin i dont get a cold cuz exibition is on Saturday. Man im pissed yall. You just dont kno. And its too much to type so i wont try to explain. Im just so frustrated right now. so im going to sleep. Goodnight yall, I hope your day was better than mine.

At school Bored as shit!!!!

2005-12-06T16:15:48Z

It's what....11:10 and Im in this busted ass school. Bored as a mutha. Im supposed to be working on sumthin but chances are ima just finish it at home. Im not having a child no time soon. Fuck i need child development for?...lol

Any way. Im bored. Did i say that already? oops. It snowed last nite...but not enuff to keep my butt in bed...and im freakin pissed. Im in here fucked up for real...cuz im hungry, cold, and Gus is blowin me. Aight im out. This entry was just sumthin to do cuz im sick of chillin. We bout to leave anyway. OH...and Im nervous as shit about afterschool cuz im suppesed to meet sumbody today...ill update about how that goes. I look a mess today tho. cuz i really didnt give a fcuk. Ill prolly post a pic tonight of this beautiful scene. lol. aight now im really out. Toodles caboodles...lova ya lots.

Bored

2005-12-05T03:41:19Z

My Day was fuckin screwd. I was in the house all day. Didnt do shit but homework and talk on the phone...OH and eat. Cant get enuff food.

Talked to my Boo Kia all day....and I need to hit up my Big sis. She all dissapeared on a her lil sister.

My mom just took my phone and i definetly called my daddy to get it back...ha ha ha.

Yall remember Tony?....the lightskinned cutie i went with...(a few entries back)..well he wrote me last night talkne bout I need to break up with my Pooky pronto and get with him again. WHHHHHHHHATTT. Yall laugh with me. Even if you dont kno why. Just laugh.

Then Sqawk wrote me too, talkn bout "hI". I said Hi back and he asked if i was goin to the Neon so he can see me. WOOOOWWWW!. Once again my friends...laugh with me.

My plans didnt follow through. so i didnt get to see who i wanted to or spend time with my "old friend". Bisola...wink wink.

Im tired and hungry..so im out. 1

Dayz like this are so simple.....oh well

2005-12-04T03:10:56Z

IF YOU SEE THIS CHIQ AROUND...AVOID HER. OR AT LEAST BEWARE...SHE BITES. LOL DONT LET THAT CUTE FACE FOOL YOU.

Sike naw lemme stop.....errbody say what up to my boo KIA Crazy ass girl ."what up Monkey?".

Well yall i took that SAT today. It was pretty good. I was Jiii nervous last night tho. I hate math and I thought i was goin fuck up really bad. But I think i did aight actually. ERRBODY AND THEY MOTHA from Laurel was up there str8 lunchin, doing the Laurel thing...which is being LOUD as shit...lettin the whole world kno we were in there. I was cold as shit with my white hoodie on. I hardly spoke to anyone, but i stood there wit em anyhow.

That test was long as shiiiit. I took it before but it seemed better this time. Man what else happened today?...oh.. I came home fought with my parents ova stuff. same ole same ole. AND YOU KNO MY FATHER TOOK MY PHONE FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES!!!. I was goin cry. But he gave it back. Then we went grocery shoppin. Bla bla bla. Im kinda siced off that tho...cuz i surely got all the things i like to eat. So im str8 for like a month. AND YALL KNO I CAN EAT. I jus wish anyone in this house would touch my food. SHIT.

MY POOKA DOOK CALLED FROM BOOTCAMP. and I MISSED THE CALL!!!!! grrr. he left a message though so ima just have that joint on repeat. lol. Aight yall im done. Boring huh??? SUCK THAT SHIT UP!....cant be all interesting every damn day. I got yall tommorrow if what i got planned goes well. lol...hint hint.

Love or lust....leave or stay if you must.

2005-12-02T03:33:19Z

ARENT THEY THE CUTEST????????????

MY DAY WAS SO STUPID.........

I was bored as shit today man. Class was a blower. I was so freakin sleepy. I think i fell asleep in every class and was nodding off a lot when i tried to stay up. Yall kno that's the worst. Cuz you be lookin dumb. lol. OR mayb that's just me.

Anyway. My ex wrote me on Yahoo. and made me feel bad. See he wants to get back together but i have a new boo and i feel bad but....i wish he would understand that....seein other people is good for us right now. Well I think so at least. (OH AND NO IM NOT TALKN ABOUT SQAWK). But yea he made me feel bad. He's been textin sweet lil poems to my phone an everything. Here read one of the messages he wrote me.

FOR ALL YALL SLOWIES....THIS CONVERSATION WAS ON YAHOO MESSENGER SO....C is my ex, and star_babe_e3 is me. DUH!

C: hey
star_babe_e3: .....................
C: sorry about everything, I don't know what to do anymore my life just dosen't make since right now I know your mad at me, I never should of said anything but for now on imma just be single I don't need to be with anybody cuz I can't do nuttin right, I don't know when the next time Imma talk to you cuz I'm not talking on my phone for a while til I know what I want to do about things your everything I always wanted in a person, seeing that you want somebody else that just telling me something about me...but I just wanted you to know one last time that I love you.............bye

!!!!AIGHT YALL IM OUT. IM TIRED AND I MISS MY POOKA DOOK...REALLY BAD. GOODNIGHT!!!!

oh and i got them puppies on there cuz those are the ones i want to get. They are so cute. Tell me what u think

Drama comez with the smile......

2005-12-01T03:53:12Z

LIVIN LIFE LIKE ME....CUZ THAT'S ALL I CAN BE

HATE IT OR LOVE IT

IT DONT MATTA BYTCH PLEASE!

WHEW! what an exausting day. For real for real. Im tired as eva. Today was like one of them Bad luck days with a twist. I almost missed the bus this morning cuz I got a couple of phone calls in like 4 in the morning and my crazy ass picked em up and was rappin, even tho I wake up at 6 in the morning everday. Maaan that alarm came on...i swear it did, but guess what?....i dont even remember touchin it to turn it off. But i did. I turned the damn thing off and went back to sleep. My motha woke me up just in time for me to jump in that shower and get dressed. Shit. The day didnt end there. Then i got my phone taken. Cuz this boi went and took it off my table and I didnt see until it was in my teacher's hand. WHAT A BLOWER!. But before that Lundon my boo, ex boo, whateva you want to call his ass called me. I dont kno why. he definetly carried the shit outta me the otha day tryna b cute. fCuK that.

Well yea. so I got my phone taken and then I got all this class work i didnt really feel like doin, and the rest of the school day is history. Same ole same ole.

MY EX CRUSH DEFINETLY SUPRISED ME TODAY THO....we were in class and he did the sweetest thing. Well actually it was kind of mild but, I mean the fact that he thought about it was sweet to me. My desk was switched with this huge one....im small as eva so this desk was like...towering over me a little bit. So much that i couldnt really write. So MY EX CRUSH, got up and moved ova a couple of desks including mine and got me a better size desk. However lil that was...it was still a decent gesture. NOT A LOT OF GUYS WOULD DO THAT. But anyway i thought that was nice.

TO SUM UP THE REST OF MY DAY.....i missed the bus, because i had to go get my freakin phone. So i called my mom who yelled at me on the phone for like an hour and waited. GET THIS... while i was waiting sum1 reminded me of the fact that PROGRESS REPORTS CAME OUT TODAY.as in mine was in the mailbox just ready for my father to snatch it. DONT GET ME WRONG. my shit is togetha. but....like i said in my otha entry shit aint been peachy lately with all my absenses. so i have three bad grades. YEA IM IN TROUBLE LIKE SHIT. but oh well. im gonna go do homework now....bye pookies!

OH....and practice was the shit today. I had fun. Our Pom routine is alllll that. GEET em !!!!!!

IM BAAAACK BYTCH

2005-11-30T04:26:36Z

Ive been gone for a minute, now im back with the jump off.......................ah haaa.

What up my LJ fam?....I kno...its been a hot minute. Im in here tho....Feelin good feelin great...feelin great feeling good How are you???

Im bout to crash into all of the entries Ive missed out on....so watch out for the comments.

As for my drama.....maaaan too much shit to let it all out...but for starters I got a new boo. Sqawk, had to go....and only my closests kno the deal with that one. Ima leave the rest in the air. My boo is missed terribly right now. School is sum shit....yall dont even kno...i missed a couple of dayz and shit aint workin out. Im tryna party my troubles away but aint no set parties lately. So im blown off that as well. ummm what else. Oh i took sum more pix....and i got sum cummin up. The one up top is due to my boring ass Thanksgiving. Which i dont want to get into cuz im get mad all ova again. Just kno it was messed up in everyway possilble. Yall i just wanted to let it be known...that im still in here doin me...just laid back for a while...while i got myself togetha nah mean?....hit me with them comments. Love yall. Peeeeeace.

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-15T23:12:00

2005-11-16T04:12:03Z

Anybody go see this movie?....holla at me with the details

well my day was pretty interesting....I hung out with a cool ass group of girls and we went to the mall and just hung out like girls. I kno

to you it may seem like an everyday chill type of thing, but I never really get to do anything like that cuz my peeps are really strict. I wasnt even supposed to be out of school like that today. Even though it was afterschool, but parents dont let me just leave the school and go do whateva. If i stay afta school they all pressed to make sure i STAY in the school. I had decided that this year for the sake of my own happiness, i would actually follow through and obey every lil rule my parents make. I've been doing well so far. But today, i felt so freakin left out...and not to mention spontaneous. So...i hoped in the car and went to the mall. We joked and laughed the whole time. Got sumthin to eat, and came back to school in time for conditioning and practice. I enjoyed myself. Once again it seems like such a small thing but its really a lot to me. Plus its the first group of girls that i really get along with. ALL TOGETHER. cuz i really dont usually clique up...cuz ...well...girls are girls. And from experience, not a lot of them like me for whateva reason. But yea. I love them girls they are so cool to be around.

I talked to my boo today and he was a little upset because our plans to meet up this morning didnt quite work out. He just got a new job yall. Errbody say "HO!!!"....HO

LOL. im so proud of him. My next mission is to get him to go back to school (college). His father is tryna get him to go to the army though. boooooooh.

Well goodnite for now yall. I kno..ive been slackin on the entries and my comments lately but i havent forgotten yall. Just havent been near the computer like that. to much work. Ill get at it though.

peace.

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-14T20:09:00

2005-11-15T01:09:34Z

Yall Im just so happy right now...........everything is goin good. My smile has'nt gone anywhere since thursday last week. I feel great. really great. I got my celly back today too! Everything is so damn peachy. Im happy yall. Im happy, and I hope it lasts for a while. LOVE MY SMILE

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-09T22:06:00

2005-11-10T03:12:32Z

What a bullshit day.
I have a crucial headache right now. Just came from practice.
I finally got my uniform and we get to wear them tommorrow...so that was a plus but besides that. Shit just aint kousher.
As for my boyfriend.Well letz just say..all is not exactly peachy. Well except for how cute it is that he's been teaching me how to play pool. Besides that...you'll neva guess the shit he puttin me thru right now. Why are men so damn complicated. I MEAN WOMAN ARE COMPLICATED ENUFF FOR THE COUPLE ITS SELF. why add more complications.

I RATHER NOT SPEAK ON THE THINGS WE HAVE BEEN ARGUING ABOUT BUT....LETS JUST SAY ITS NOT NORMAL. plus its killin me. I REALLY like Sqawk but...im startin get frustrated. AND THINGS I GET FRUSTRATED WITH ARE USUALLY ERASED FROM MY AGENDA A.S.A.P.

Anyway...im bout to go take a nap. I finish eatin and takin a shower. Im waitin for my boo to get back online since I cant call him. Errbody have a goodnight. Have sweet dreams and a good day tommorrow.

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-08T15:58:00

2005-11-08T20:58:30Z

I KNO ITS A LOT OF WRITING BUT TRUST ME ITS WORTH YOUR TIME

What a conversation...
I checked my notes on blackplanet and this boi wrote me. YOu see on my page I wrote in BOLD that I dont give head and I wouldnt be replying to anyone who requested such in their note. TRUST THEY DO THAT.

AnYWay. The dude who wrote me is 18 and in college. He wrote me in response to my message in Bold. He wanted to kno my opinion on head and why I am against it right now. I wrote him back and here is his reply. I found this conversation to be one of the best I've ever had on Blackplanet. Please take the time to read it. Its hope for the Man who will respect you (ladies) and a reminder for guys that respect comes in well with sex.
DUDE:
I understand what you are saying. Here is the deal with me on the topic. I am not sure how much of a virgin you can call me, because I have tried oral both ways(one apiece). To me, head is just something that comes within the nastiness of the moment. Like I said, if I had a sexy girl with a great body, I would much more want to have sex and embrace/ savor her body more. I did enjoy giving head, because it really put the young woman into another world, bringing out sides of her that no one else could at the time. It wasn't like me first then her. We were just chillin and i came over to her without words and tried it. when she tried it for me, it was a little while later in our relationship(She didnt' do it right, partly because she didn't want to as much as I wanted to do her) I am probably one of the sickest and nastiest heterosexual guys you will meet. Nonetheless, you and I can find a meeting ground with waiting for someone special. Where we differ a bit is that I really am trying to wait until I am married. Then, I will readily unleash all of the tension and ideas that run through my mind(pray for my wife). However, that should not be much of a problem, because I would like my wife to be as sexually tenacious as me. So we will really compliment each other's sexuality. It will not be one sided.

I think part of the problem as well is the portrayal of giving head. It has really been exploited in a degrating manner for men and woman. Of course it has dealt with woman more. That takes the intrigue out of it. What is worse is that the exploitation has been done by those who do not know what true good sex is about. The full desire of the partner. The respect, admiration, setting, physical attraction, intellectual connection, psychological need, spiritual bondage, all wrapped up into a body of animal instinct shared by two and only two.

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-07T05:56:00

2005-11-07T22:56:11Z

Yall....lemme tell you my weekend was pretty good.

On Friday I went to the mall with my mother and lil brothers. Sum idot boy got me in trouble though. Cuz he thought it was okay for him to just grab me and start askn for my number. I told Sqawk, and he was pissed. lol. But he was all bad with the wrong person and shit. He was mad at me for not curkin on the dude. I was like wtf.

Besides that though. At the mall I ended up seeing a lot of ppl i used to go to schoo with. Sum of which i used to be with all the time. This girl named Shakira. Wow. She grew up. She used to be a lil skinny bitty like me..not anymore. Then there was Kazuel and Roger..and Dayvon. I mean I was just waiting for the next person after each store. It was nice.

As for me and my boo. Well a lot of ppl dissaprove of me messin with him but...i dunno sumthin is telln me not to give up. Like..not to listen to everything everybody says. I like him. So im gonna work it out. Hey if things go wrong...ill have nobody to blame but myself right?....

Im ready for that.

I've been through the shit before...with my first love.

So I can handle my own on this one.

Aint no nigga goin bring me down...again.

so im str8...

(sighs) then why do i keep thinkn about it?

Yall im all fucked up.

I REALLY WANT TO STICK WITH MY BOO. its just hard.

LOOK AT MY GIRL ADISHA...

she looked so damn happy with her bun today.

Shout out to Disha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy for you!

My favorite candy

ive been cravin for them all day

mY bEst

GuY frIeNd Tyrone

I miss him so much. I mean things have changed ever since school started. We tell eachother everything but

lately we havent had that much time to to talk to eachother because well....like i said, things have changed. I dont quite kno what..but sumthin did. Anyway.. I miss talkn to him.

Yall i really need sum more advice on the whole Sqawk issue. Get at me with that.

brown_suga_babe @ 2005-11-05T07:39:00

2005-11-06T00:39:27Z

News Flash!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I broke up with Tony. He was acting really dumb. Lemme tell you im too old for that lil kid shit boys b tryna pull. Keep in mind I wrote "boys". Im not thinkn im grown or nuthin but..im grown enuff to kno how to act. And there are a handfull of ni**as that don't. So im done with them. That being said. I've moved on. I kno yall like damn...that fast. Well what yall dont kno is..that while Tone was being playin dummy...i was playin the "i dont give a freak" game. I didnt do nuthin dirty like cheat on him but i was surely takin time to get to kno my boo Sqawki a lil betta. Yall might kno him from my entry a while ago. lol. When i was really really really pissed at him. Well we've come far since then with our friendship. He's actin a lot more mature and treats me really nice. ONE PROBLEM....cuz there will always b that one lil flaw. SQAWK sings for the go-go band CCB.

Yall kno what that means....he's got groupies, that are willin to give up tha a$$. Whereas im not. So that's the only thing. Plus i've heard a little about hime around. But you kno what. Yall goin slap me for saying this but....I believe everyone deserves a second chance. If Sqawk had the rep as being a Man hoe, well that was then. Thou he's a male and males will b male...Im learnin to trust him sum. Dont get me wrong I dont believe everything he whispers in my ear or nuthin, i just dont let it get to me about girls always on him. .........................well i try not to.

I like him...and as for me being labeled as one of those groupies....Puh leeeze. I like go-go...but im not a go-go head, neva been to a go-go, and didnt even kno who he was until he first wrote me. THAT'S RIGHT HE FOUND ME.. so if i was really a groupie..wouldnt i b the one who wrote him and tried to get with him. Plus i was the one who wanted out when he started being dumb. So errbody can think what the hell they want on that one.

GET THIS ONE THOUGH, HE GOT A GO-GO SONG FOR ME....I dont kno the title yet but...its sumthin about a smiling girl so that's what i call it. "smiling girl". Get it...smiling girl...for those who kno me...im always smilin. always. so yea. love that. cuz i do. lol.

who's CCB...there's a pic of them at the bottom. Sqawk ...who's real name is Anthony...is in the red and black hat.

what go-go songs does CCB perform?...The go-go versions of Usher's "can u handle it", JayZ and Linkin Park's Encore., and othaz.

Halloween night...boo

2005-11-01T02:39:04Z

Look at my boo thinkn he cute.

Sorry fellas. I kno yall not really intersted in that pic but oh well.

Okay errbody my day was a mess. I mean it wasnt all that bad but it was stupid. Shot out to Drea. Its goin be alright baby girl. I feelz you.

Drea's sitch aint to far from mine yall. So if your cool with her and read her entry ya feelz me.. If not sorry. i dont feel like elaboratin. Well its not all that bad actually. My mother dont call me stupid so....

But yea schools a bitch and tell me why my child development teacher tried to squash old beef with me and this girl (11th grader) at my school before class today.

Big sis you kno her...that girl Shelly. The one who slept with my ex , (ki) the one who said she was goin drag my ass out on the pavment and whoop the crap outta me. Memba.

Then you also rememba she was nothin but talk then. And she damn sure still on that shit.

I was Jii shocked that teach would pull that. He's like 24 though so you kno he aint old or nuthin but still. I dont have no time for lil girls no more. Im tryna grow and move on my self. Nah mean?.

Nothing was accomplished at the end.

As for the good part of my day.....ummmmm. oh that's right...i got sum candy. Aint that pityful?

We didnt go trick or treatin with my lil brothas but its all good.

And im holdin off of that party till i set a decent date and reason. lol.

Aight yall ima hit that sack. Comment on what you want. Really I need sum input on whetha i should give a freak if my BF is mad at me and why he's not talkn to me. That would help a whole lot.

goodnight yall.